Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Blackout Belonging/Loneliness/Migration

Jul 12, 2024
sense intrinsically

achieve existence

moving through corners

eternally battling identity crisis

birthed beautifully within

hyperadaptability and the gift of tongues

come to a sense of unbelonging

fundamental existence and solace within

sanctity and solitude 

 

are we lonely?

or craving companionship?

surrounded by people and still alone

solace in the sense of unbelonging

a speck of dust on a tiny rock

spinning through space and time

diving into Weltschmerz

become aware of feelings and patterns

time manifests as a remedy

allow ourselves to feel and emote

enveloped and engulfed

 

diasporical descent

people moving since time immemorial

evidenced by the food we eat and the tongues we speak

nation-states as literal blockades

bordering and fencing humanity

drifting through physical and virtual spaces

constant flux and inertia 

inherent human experiences

privileged minority

atypical scales and perspectives

Mokkabar

Mar 13, 2024

Kein Laber, ohne Aber

Meine Hautfarbe ist nicht makaber

Der Lust zum Frust, nur Sonnenschutz, selektive Verfassungsnutz
 Brauche Wasser, damit ich richtig putz'

Kein Bieten, nur Verbieten

Wie sollen wir eine Wohnung mieten?

Kein Ende, die Illusion einer Zeitwende


Antiseminismus, zirkulärer Rhythmus
Diese Kollektivschuld, ein Schild ohne Huld

Alles muß, nicht kann, klassischer Rassismus

Du sagst ohne Klarheit: wir nehmen Deine Arbeit

Wer bietet sie an?
(Ich habe gehört: Es macht frei)


Weniger Kohle, noch weniger Rolle

Bürokratie plus Tyrannei minus Anarchie, nur Ironie

Alles für ein Aufenthaltklopapier
Entschuldigung Sie bitte,

Sind wir nicht menschlich genug für die Rechte hier?

Im Süden geboren, aufgewachsen in jahrhundertelang Nördlichen

Erschreckung, Einschüchterung, Erpressung

Kein Laber, ohne Aber

Meine Hautfarbe ist nicht makaber.


wisps of ethereal whispers

Feb 25, 2023


panging plentiful purity, purging putrid polypropylene

embracing embers emanate, enunciate, engulf, emancipate

preaching penance, primordial prehistoric premonitions

“do phoenixes arise from dinosaurian ashes?”

ritual retributions journal jurassic jurisdictions

forlorn forgotten forsaken fair folk Fae

rights undressed and bathed

boldly bravely becoming unwrong

lords and lordesses gather to throng

unwinding unceremoniously attempting to unbelong

along comes a khaki lathi asking you to move along

bend down a knee and pray they say
why not conform?

it’s just around the corner, barely a furlong

remember all that you once used to praise and worship
renovated a momentary lapse ago through the papal warship


Priorities

Jan 23, 2023

You stare at your thousand dollar screen

I gaze into abysses of oceans azure and forests untamed

The sea spray and mountain mist engulfing my beard and body

The blazing sun caressing my face and forehead

You hop between glass and concrete temples radiating air conditioning

I hop from muddy banks to raggedy rocks

Bathed in frost, grime and sweat eclipsed by the mighty mountains

You dream of riding around town in a convertible with your booming bass blasting

I long for riding in the back of a lorry lined with sacks and hay

Sun tanned, throat parched, thirst for the rustic countryside partly quenched

You sip your pumpkin spiced latte, worried about your Gap shirt getting crumpled

I sip my roadside chai, beaming as its warmth envelops my toes in tattered shoes

Embracing me from within, holding me close in cahoots with the pouring rain

The earthen scent rising up and taking over my senses

The amber liquid caresses and cleanses

But we are not so different, you and I 

Just wayfaring strangers trying to make the most of our existences

Escaping within otherworldly distractions and diligences

Consummation

Jan 16, 2019

As I fade into nothingness
I await to be enveloped
Succumbing to the calling
To become the void that I once was

As all things must fade away, be forgotten
The embodiment of a warm caress
No matter how comforting as it once was
Arms outstretched no longer

I search for a glimmer, a hint of burning embers
Looking far across the horizons
Even though I know
The flames have sputtered into ashes

Reawaken and fulfill
Resurrect an empty husk
Wash away the rotting insides
And come back to the land of the living 


The Foreboding

Jan 14, 2019
Art by Nick Flook


Bathed in the lull of starglow
The final curtain between strangers in the night
As we lay atop sweat, blood and entrails
Atop the corpses of the fallen undead
Pangs of longing and wistful aromas engulf us
Holds us tight
As if we tumble down a rabbit hole
Only to re-emerge as the dying embers of ethereal moonlight caress
Luring us back into eternal slumber

Emily

May 8, 2015

She tried to look away from her
stains
Of sorrows, sadness and despair
Overcome by the Dreary, the Encumbered
Little did she know
Her soul, rubbed raw, now laid
bare
And as her being seeped open
Hallowed demons awakened
Craving for sombre lifeless
emotion
An incessant pang arose unquenched
Awaiting to succumb to the appealing
wrath of retribution.

Untitled

Dec 9, 2014

A passing breeze, a haunting memory
Sand slipping away past your outstretched fingertips
A lucid dream, a forgotten face
Ebbing away like a trickling stream
The last dying embers of a waning fire
A raggedy plaything tossed aside, strewn and unkempt
Drifting thoughts, vague memories, out of focus
A fallen soldier, descending down into the gaping trenches
Leaves floating down to the beckon of Mother Earth the Temptress

Never to rise again from the sanguine graves they lay buried in
  Nothing but a blurred haze remains of what once was
Stepped upon and trampled down into the ground
Lost forevermore, deserted, forgotten and abandoned.

Walking

Dec 31, 2011
Art by Nick Flook


A silhouette in the distance
The streetlamps cast their lights
Momentarily cast a flickering glow
On his round hat, his trench coat.
He walks.
Though the night is dark
Though not a soul is awake.
Wandering, searching,
yearning
Craving for what he knows not.
He walks.
His eyes are dead hollows
Mystical allure
Of the darkness within him.
He walks.
He moves with purpose
His steps are firm, resolute
His black worn out boots
Yet to see the light of day.
Well past the witching hour
He treads.
He walks.
He walks alone.

The Clan Falleth

Mar 1, 2011

"But kindred elves we be,
How canst thou slay thine own family?"
"Mine thirst for power must be quench'd,
The darkness within me keeps me enthrench'd..."
And Dwin'rae slayed his brethren
The land bled, he spared no friend.
The sacrifice made, he awaited.
The ritual pillage done, his soul dissipated,
Calmly ebbing; The Elven Curse didst fall,
Dwin'rae had doomed his clan, once and for all.

The Curse

Dec 11, 2010

Mayst thine nightly slumbers,
Be possessed, dreary, encumbered;
Mayst the accursed flames of Hell,
Despised by all, wretched beyond compel;
Consume thee, thine flesh of despair,
O ye, mayst thou suffer beyond compare.
Burn, quench my bloodlust,
Spill your guts, I thirst,
For thine sinewy agony,
Thine tortured cries, mine undying harmony.

Haiku - 1

Nov 4, 2010
(Hope I got the number of syllables right.)


From air comes forth fire,
Round infinitesimal wicks;
Thine destiny blazes.

The Paranoia of Life

May 11, 2010

The darkness reigns
Fire falls
All hell breaks loose
All around the deathly chambers
The stench and reek of death looms above;
Quartered and mangled
The bodies all lay
The skulls in a pile
Homicidal psychopaths
Deeds so dark and dreary
People fear to speak of them
The darkness reigns
Flowing through veins
Fury falls, flowing forever
Preying upon the lives of the innocent
Hearts burn with pent-up anger,
Repressed sorrow and fear
The darkness reigns;
Fear my little child
You must know, you must fear
Life is expendable
No time to waste on tears
Dreams shattered
Sorrow in abundance
Suffering and misery
All around you
The evil and darkness around us
May be hidden
Fear it, believe it
Stand up against it and fight
Evil reigns around you
Tempting tendrils coil
And reach out for you
Claiming one victim after another
The darkness reigns;
Monsters slink in the shadows
Awaiting the night, awaiting
For their prey, for thine lonesome being;
Acts committed so dark and evil
That no one man can comprehend;
Those dark and evil monsters
Feed upon thy flesh;
The darkness reigns.




This poem was featured in the October 2013 issue of Renesa, NIT Surat's bi-monthly newsletter.